I Am The Girl

I am
the girl
who has never
gone on a date,
because guys do
not want to date her...

I am
the girl
who has spent
a lifetime
making herself
be able to see
she is beautiful...


I am
the girl
who has never
been kissed...

I am
the girl
who has
never gotten
drunk,
or close to drunk...

I am
the girl
that loves reading...

I am
the girl
who loves the smell
of books...

I am
the girl
who
loves to write,
who loves creating worlds and people
from her imagination...

I am
the girl
who has never had
a milkshake....

I am
the girl
who wants her first boyfriend
to feed her
her first strawberry
because it's romatic
and cute...

I am
the girl
who feels
beautiful,
sexy,
confident,
and strong
when she is on  a bike,
feeling the wind on her
face...

I am
the girl
who quietly
loves God and Jesus...

I am
the girl
that most often
is not thought of
or about...

I am
the girl
whose feelings
you might hurt,
and she will never
hurt yours back...

I am
the girl
who loves
the journey
more than the
destination...

I am
the girl
who is
trying with
all her power and
strength,
to not like you...

I am
the girl
that dreams about
you at night...

I am
the girl
who wants
a relationship
with a guy I care about,
who cares about me...

I am
the girl
you never truly
see...

I am
the girl
with 7 tattoos...

I am
the girl
who is proud
of all she is.

My Heart

My heart
wants what it
wants,
and I have
no say...


it yearns,
it dreams
it desires...

over things
and people
I wish it did not...

My
heart is the
wildest
thing about me...

It is
uncontrollable,
it is untamed
and beyond
control...


I cannot control
or tame it...

I cannot
steer
it away
from this course...

All I can do...

is pray that at the end,
He will be there for me,
as He always is,
to heal my broken heart.

Stronger Than My Heart

I refuse
to
like him...

I do not
want to
even
be his friend...

He is
dangerous...

He is the
mistake I
can see coming...

He is the
heartbreak
that could
have been stopped....

He is
the tears
that need not
be shed...

I make him
think I'm rude...

I make him
think I could not
care less...

I refuse to
let him have any
positive opinion of me...

because guys like him,
crush girls like me...

and I do not
want to be crushed again...

but the question is...
am I stronger than my heart?