Will Things

how much
will
things
change,
when she's gone?


will you notice that
she
is
gone,
that she is no
longer there?

will you
look for her,
in the places
you usually find her,
and notice she
is not there...

will you find it hard for
her to not
be there?

or will you find
it easy and good
and joyful
that she is gone,
that you don't
have
to deal
or put up with
her anymore?

will
you have that
moment
when you
want her
to be there
and she is not?

or will you simple
be glad she is gone?

will things be different
when she's gone?
or will they be better?
or will they not change at all?