Stronger Than My Heart

I refuse
to
like him...

I do not
want to
even
be his friend...

He is
dangerous...

He is the
mistake I
can see coming...

He is the
heartbreak
that could
have been stopped....

He is
the tears
that need not
be shed...

I make him
think I'm rude...

I make him
think I could not
care less...

I refuse to
let him have any
positive opinion of me...

because guys like him,
crush girls like me...

and I do not
want to be crushed again...

but the question is...
am I stronger than my heart?