Vanish Out Of Sight

*disclaimer* I am posting this poem to both my poem blog and my china blog. it belongs in my poem blog because it is a poem, but i am in China, and so i feel like it belongs there as well, so i am putting in in both.

 

 

it is

hard to let

go...

 

it is hard

to stand

still

and watch

it leave

out of

your

sight...

 

it is easy

to say

you want

it to go away,

but hard

to watch it

go away...

 

i want my

feelings

to go away...

 

i want to watch

them vanish

out of

sight...

 

yet I

cannot seem

to...

 

I cannot

stand still

and watch them

vanish

out of

my sight...

 

it

is

hard to

let

go of

something

that has become

part of you...

 

that has become a

part of

your nature

almost...

 

yet

these feelings

will

never

be

returned,

they will

never be joined

by a matching feeling...

 

so i have to let

them vanish

out of sight...

 

others around

believe I have already

stood still

and watched

the feelings

vanish

of our sight...

 

or they dont

know the feelings

existed

in the first place...

 

love feelings

are hard to let go,

because hope

springs eternal..