Seem to Help It...

I refuse to

like him.

 

yet i cannot

seem to

help it...

 

i refuse to

allow

any feelings

for him to

grow...

 

yet I cannot

seem to

help it...

 

I tell myself

I wont like him...

 

that I don't like him...

 

that I never will like him...

 

that you can't stop feelings

which don't exist...

 

but I know,

it is a hard battle for me to

fight, stopping

these feelings which

do in fact exist...

 

but I will

fight it...

 

I will

vanish it from

my heart...

 

because

I know the way

this story,

like all the others

will end...

 

and he wont

be any different t

than the others...