I Wish I Had Never

I wish I've never

met you...

 

I wish our paths had

never crossed...

 

I wish I did not

know your name...

 

I wish I had never

heard your voice...

 

I wish I had never

seen your serious side...

 

I wish I had never

seen your playful side...

 

I wish I  had never

seen your Faith...

 

I wish I had never

learned anything about you...

 

I wish I had never

learned,

seen,

or heard anything about you...

 

because i like

you,

and you will not

ever like

me.

 

I wish I had never

begun to

care for you.

Is It Possible?

is it possible

to love

someone you

barely know?

 

is love

like a

science experienment,

where steps and order

follow one another

in a logical

sequence,

one leading to the other?

 

is love

a list,

to truly love someone

do you have to

be able to

list everything

about them and

everything

you love about them

and reasons why you

love them?

 

is it possible to

love someone

you barely

know?

 

perhaps it is...

 

perhaps love

is not logical and

does not have levels

where one level follows the other,

but maybe

love just

is...

 

maybe love is a free spirit,

maybe love is like

the wind,

all around

you,

no sense of direction,

no logic,

no rules,

it's just there...

 

maybe

you can love someone

you barely know...

 

or maybe not.

Cheering For My Brain

hearing

your name

said,

makes something

light up inside

of me,

inside of my

heart...

 

small

details about you

are like

tiny,

beautiful,

unexpected gifts,

tiny little

Blessings...

 

seeing you

walk through the door,

or walking through

the door and seeing you,

makes the day

a bit more beautiful...

 

talking with

you

is a joy, and i envy all

who get to

talk to you daily...

 

yet, i refuse

to like you...

 

i know how this

story ends...

 

i dont like

walking down

one-way streets...

 

i will not let

myself like you...

 

therefore i am

glad your far away and seeing

you is never a daily or weekly occurence...

 

 

my heart versus my

brain,

and im cheering  for  

my brain...

Split Second Moments

Those moments,

those tiny  split second moments,

those are

the moments that make

life beautiful...

 

that split second moment,

when its

cold and wind

outside,

and for a brief moment

the sun hits you

just right

and you are perfectly warm...

 

that split second moment,

when your

eyes meet his,

and you get

to look right into

his beautiful eyes...

 

that split second moment,

when your on the bus,

going across

the bridge,

and the dark night is all around

and the neon on the buildings and the bridge

make colors burst from the

night...

 

that split second moment,

when its morning,

sun still rising,

and the colors are

spread over the sky,

with fog across the ground,

across the frozen river...

 

that split second moment,

right as your falling alseep,

when you feel warm,

and safe, and

cozy in your bed...

 

that split second moment,

when you feel

beautiful, strong,and

brave...

 

that split second moment,

when i can

hope

that one day,

you will feel

the same way about me

as I do about you...

 

those are the moments,

split second tiny moments,

that make life beautiful...